MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

Thursday, March 19, 20093:59 AM

ohayo,watashiwa deezy-san!
translation;hello,i am deezy-san!
yes-yes,im learning bits and bits of japanese from shinyyu desu[aligato gozaimas shinyyu]
so anyways i went swimming today!hurrayy for me,hip-hip HURAY,hip-hip HURRAY,oky can stop nw-.-hahah..so i went with my swimming buddies,F & AYUL.
got very excited,really.we went in and started swimming.all i know is to swim 'frog style','floating' and'diving' yups thats my favourite!but its challanging though cos its been like ages since i swam in the pool.done couples of laps,3 infact.
firstly,it took 3 stops to finished a lap but as i gt motivated by the people around me,
it only took 1 try to finished 1 lap,at last.haha... so i did 3 laps in total.
could have done more but i was so engrosed with our conversation about "things",lets
just say "girls stuff",if u knw wht i mean.hahaa.it was really interesting i might say,i kept asking ayul lots and lots of questions.i was curious,what can i say rght?hahaa.
so our day ended at Mcdonalds.hahaa,F taught me to eat leftover foods,SHAME ON YOU FARAH.hahahaa.TEACH PEOPLE NONSENSE ONLY,TSK-TSK-TSK.and ya,FYI ice-crream cones increased by 20cents[U.P5ocents]so do your mathematic-ion,i actually dnt knw how to spell,SO WATEVER-__-''hahaha.
*YAWN-YAWN.
and not forgetting,I GOT SUNBURN ON MY FACE.its painfull,gosh!this is what happen if u didnt apply sunblock.
XOXO,
D.

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Sunday, March 15, 20097:08 AM

what does life means to you?
what is your purpose of life?
why are we humans instead of aminals?or maybe plants?
why are we created by god?
why are we even in this world in the first place?

seriously people,have you ever wake up in the morning feeling that you have a purpose in life?
you know where are you heading to,in the other words,your goals,your achievement.
or maybe you feel like you can change to become a better person?but something is stopping you.
do some of you guys feel like your life is controlled?feel like you need freedom?
or feel like you want to spend the whole day being you and would not be bothered by others criticising about you?or even controlling you?

how about your love ones?do you feel like you have dissapoint them?let them down?
if you have,did you do something or anything to correct it?
in some situation,you have forgotten about them but you didnt realise it until one day you suddenly remembered about them.is it too late to explain you dissapearence?but in the first place,why you did that?

my answers for all that;

Dear readers,

in my own opinion,life is like a GAME.you have to play hard in order to be the best,play fair in order to succed in life.theres no SHORTCUTS nor reserve,you have to go through the difficult obsticle ALL BY YOUSELF,even though its hard,its boring,dull and stressfull,you just have to endure as reward doesnt come that easily.what's my purpose of life you asked?well,to succed in life,be it family,friends and education,i want to be the BEST daugther a parent could ever had,the BEST friend a person could ever had and provide the BEST grades a student could ever had.all this begins with a goal and i have one.my goal is to become the BEST nurse/maybe doctor in the whole hospital in singapore.it maybe impossible to think that i have such big goal but that doesnt stop me from doing it cos once you have a meaning in life,you tend to give everything you have for that particular thing.can i change to become a better person?of cos i can!but it takes time for me to developed from a horrible person to a likeable one,insyaallah.haha.am i being controlled?is there freedofor me?hmm,yes,my life has always been controlled my everyone.do i get irritated by that?DUHH!so irritated,in fact,once i felt like i rather die but of cos i didnt mean that.haha=.=and,if u think deeply,your life is being controlled by that person is because they really love you and wouldnt want you to be spoiled or mislead in life.it maybe difficult to accept it but just see it in a positive way,right?*WINK.my life will never have freedom,seriously.i dont know why but thats the way it is.so those who think that they have the freedom,think again.how about my love ones?ohh,that i can say i've always dissapoint them until one time i have lost their trust and frankly speaking,i think i did nothing to corect it.instead,i kept doing the same thing over and over again,right peoples?haha.but what i know is that they love me.and i feel special everytime when im with them,i cherish,love,care,appreciate all my love ones.i know i maybe irritating,annoying,pest,troublemaker to you guys but that just me.no matter what i do or say or did,that's all a saying that"I LOVE YOU",haha,and i most thankfull to you guys to be patient toward me,to tolerate my behaviour and nonsense.hahhaa.and if i were to ignore anyone of you guys,that doesnt mean i forgotten about you,that means i have no time or i didnt realise that im ignoring,hahhaa.all of my love ones will always be remembered as all our memories together is SEALED and LOCKED in my brain and heart forever.and for that i thank the happiness,the joy and the moment we shared together.XOXO,D.

Labels: life is meaningfull.

Friday, March 13, 20098:04 AM

heyy human being out there who kept bugging me to uploading my blog.
i knw its been like,ermm,3 mths plus since i updated my rusty old blog,
but i might say tht im a very busy girl.
yes,yes.busy with school life,love life,studies,O level,friends,family
and even busy with my ownself.
see how busy i am.so understand my situation aites.
so anyhuuu,haha,from my previous entry,i said im gonna change to a
BRAND NEW MARDHIAH,rght?
well,guess wht?the old mardhiah had blossom to a much more,
ehem-ehem,"educated-trying-to-hand-in-hmwrk-study-test-score-good-grades girl"
hahahhaa.really!u dnt believe arg?nvm-nvm,i gt proof!

if u cnt see wht it wrote,well here's some help:
english;C6
malay;B3
mathematics;A1
science(physics,chem);A1
combined humanities;C6
core geography;A1
food & nutrition:A1
conduct:Very Good
No. of days late: - (but actually,4times late,hahaha)
Attendance:full
Remarks: Mardhiah is an outgoing and sporty girl. She is still not maximising her pontential in her studies. She needs to be more consistence.
well tht's my achievement of CA1,theres still mid-year exam,haish.XIAN le.hahah
cah-yo,cah-yo!hahahhaa.M,but i can say tht i've actually made myself proud.
getting 4 A1 is not tht easy u knw."u need to put in effort to pass",said mr wong.
and he's rght.hahhaa,i cnt believe im agreeing wht he said,omg!hahha
but wht i knw is that i've made someone very proud,so 2tthumbs-up for me!yay!-_-
so ya,haha lets recap wht i've done so far for the past 3 mths.
hmmmmm,well me and F went to JE library the other time.haha
we were so damn scared cos,at tht time,we had 4 test in 1 day.wah!crazy kn?
tsk3,that was like the hecktic week ever,but thankfully i passes with FLYING RAINBOW.
hahahha,

otw to JE library.[FYI,we walked]

after studied,went to the toilet to freshen up.
yup,it was bored actually.i kept disturbing F and she was irritated,as usual.haha.
then after tht,i remembered we went to boonlay to watch,KUDA KEPANG!
omg!it was so cool!
i love KUDA KEPANG.its so interesting and very entertainning i might say.
i thought of joining in one day,but we'll see how it goes alrght.*wink.
u knw wht?i feel hungray actually rght nw-_-hahahhaa,hmmm?
ah-hah!TIGER BISCUITS.yum-yum*haha
so anyhuu,did i told u i miss 'them'?
huh?u mean u dnt knw who is 'THEM'??omg!
shame on u.

there!them=cousins,duhh!
hahahha.we,i mean fanah dee had the chance to go out together.
weeeee*it was fun.fun.fun!F was there too.hahaa,i bet she enjoyed herself to,am i rght F?
hahhaa,im always rghtt.so niways,we went to watch kuda kepang at yew tee then went to chevron to "play bowling"hahha and lastly we went to eat at benquet.but the highlight of the day was LG and also, FANAH LOST HER CAM!
MUAHAHAHAHA.*wink.
oky,now im officialy bored of writting and actually theres more to say but lets keep it
tht way.hahah
IN CONCLUSION,hahaha,this year life will comfirm be BORING and WORRYING for me.
so hope for the best in O and and who would like to join me go swimming?anyone?
hahaha,XOXO
D.

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