MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

Sunday, March 15, 20097:08 AM

what does life means to you?
what is your purpose of life?
why are we humans instead of aminals?or maybe plants?
why are we created by god?
why are we even in this world in the first place?

seriously people,have you ever wake up in the morning feeling that you have a purpose in life?
you know where are you heading to,in the other words,your goals,your achievement.
or maybe you feel like you can change to become a better person?but something is stopping you.
do some of you guys feel like your life is controlled?feel like you need freedom?
or feel like you want to spend the whole day being you and would not be bothered by others criticising about you?or even controlling you?

how about your love ones?do you feel like you have dissapoint them?let them down?
if you have,did you do something or anything to correct it?
in some situation,you have forgotten about them but you didnt realise it until one day you suddenly remembered about them.is it too late to explain you dissapearence?but in the first place,why you did that?

my answers for all that;

Dear readers,

in my own opinion,life is like a GAME.you have to play hard in order to be the best,play fair in order to succed in life.theres no SHORTCUTS nor reserve,you have to go through the difficult obsticle ALL BY YOUSELF,even though its hard,its boring,dull and stressfull,you just have to endure as reward doesnt come that easily.what's my purpose of life you asked?well,to succed in life,be it family,friends and education,i want to be the BEST daugther a parent could ever had,the BEST friend a person could ever had and provide the BEST grades a student could ever had.all this begins with a goal and i have one.my goal is to become the BEST nurse/maybe doctor in the whole hospital in singapore.it maybe impossible to think that i have such big goal but that doesnt stop me from doing it cos once you have a meaning in life,you tend to give everything you have for that particular thing.can i change to become a better person?of cos i can!but it takes time for me to developed from a horrible person to a likeable one,insyaallah.haha.am i being controlled?is there freedofor me?hmm,yes,my life has always been controlled my everyone.do i get irritated by that?DUHH!so irritated,in fact,once i felt like i rather die but of cos i didnt mean that.haha=.=and,if u think deeply,your life is being controlled by that person is because they really love you and wouldnt want you to be spoiled or mislead in life.it maybe difficult to accept it but just see it in a positive way,right?*WINK.my life will never have freedom,seriously.i dont know why but thats the way it is.so those who think that they have the freedom,think again.how about my love ones?ohh,that i can say i've always dissapoint them until one time i have lost their trust and frankly speaking,i think i did nothing to corect it.instead,i kept doing the same thing over and over again,right peoples?haha.but what i know is that they love me.and i feel special everytime when im with them,i cherish,love,care,appreciate all my love ones.i know i maybe irritating,annoying,pest,troublemaker to you guys but that just me.no matter what i do or say or did,that's all a saying that"I LOVE YOU",haha,and i most thankfull to you guys to be patient toward me,to tolerate my behaviour and nonsense.hahhaa.and if i were to ignore anyone of you guys,that doesnt mean i forgotten about you,that means i have no time or i didnt realise that im ignoring,hahhaa.all of my love ones will always be remembered as all our memories together is SEALED and LOCKED in my brain and heart forever.and for that i thank the happiness,the joy and the moment we shared together.XOXO,D.

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