MAY GOD BLESS YOU.

Tuesday, June 16, 20098:58 PM

there, my bitch. ha ha, nah kidding. That's my blood sister.
well well well, things have been really tough for me. gotta admit that, bugger. why can't i have a decent life? wait, if i were to have a decent life, then that would be BORING. so no thanks. ha ha.

now I'm currently doing nothing. adoi, susah susah banyak punya susah. i've been thinking about starting my revision but i don't know when. however, i know i have to start sooner or later, and i will okay.

recently, i've been receiving so much complaints about a someone. well it's not a complaint but it sounds like it. you know, i pity that someone. if you have a problem to share about, its okay to talk to someone but not everyone. furthermore, it's about me? about us? WTF. ngadu tempat tempat la. people might say or have a bad view about me. c'mon, if you have a problem, deal it with yourself and only yourself. don't drag others into it too. well maybe now you're not but in the future how? this matter gotta end. it somehow effect my life. please don't make it worse. all the questions you asked and all the sayings you said, its so complicated for me to understand, to answer you. there's a reason to all this, to why im like this towards you. and guess what, i aint telling you why. cos you gotta figure it out yourself. i know things have been rough on you for the past few days. so why not you put this matter away, make it a "COLD CASE". a case that couldn't be solve. bestfriends are important to you, well it's important to me too. you're sweet with your words but where your heart is going? to the same direction with me? or it turns to the wrong way? all i need is assurance. what assurance you may ask? well assurance that i know we're at the same path and stick with the same path of our friendship. you need to know the do(s) and don't(s). if im not sure you have it, then... well im sorry.

loved;
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